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Someday, I'll learn to ignore.

2012-02-08T23:03:00.001+08:00

"Is the thoughts necessary?" is what I've been asking myself nowadays.

Trying not to think bout it, but avoiding isn't the solution; overcoming is.

Times and times again I tried. Times and times again, I failed.

Only know I'm just not suppose to be going through what a 21 years old should be going through.

Well, This is definitely not a irresponsible statement I'm trying to make. Just felt that I've too much to take, too much to handle.

And I know exactly one wrong move and there's no turning back. I want no more mistakes, no more regrets. But No one can vouch for that and that's why I landed myself in such a miserable state.

What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger is probably the only thing that can pull me through all these now.

The value of it.

2012-02-06T07:29:00.001+08:00

I used to be annoyed whenever I demanded him to say "I love you" in the past, and he'll never say it.

In fact, he had only used these 3 words merely a few times when we were together?

I wondered why, and even having the silly thought that maybe he dont, at all.

And then, I finally went ahead and asked. I asked; "why is it so difficult to say it?"

But Only till recently, then I truly understand what he meant.

He answered; "为你做了那么多, 你感受不到的话, 那屈屈三个字, 又有什么用?", he followed, "and, it will loses the meaning if I always say it, understand?"

Now I do, but, do you?

Girls, remember. The feelings he gave, the actions he shows, is always and definitely more important than the words he said.

Second time; shame on me.

2012-02-01T23:19:00.001+08:00

I used to have everything I want.
I used to have everything I need.

I used to have laughters wherever I go.
I used to be troubled-free.

I used to have it all.

(and maybe, I used to take things for granted.)

But now, memories is all that I've left.

Embracing what is left, is probably the
most optimistic way things should go.

But then again, only through what had happened allows me to cherish my family and friends; true friends even more.

Knowing they never left my side is the greatest comfort I can ever get.

Only till date it makes me realizes, 我还是很幸运, 很幸福的 :')

310110

2012-01-31T00:05:00.001+08:00

如果你真的爱一个人，她若做错事，你真的可以/会原谅她吗?

Tears instead of laughters.

2012-01-29T01:08:00.001+08:00

The fear of losing myself, happened finally.

The best way to achieve happiness is to not care about other's opinion about you.

2011-12-03T22:41:00.001+08:00

Not trying to be an ostrich, to just bury my head into sands and avoid/ignore everything.

Not too sure bout other people, but realized that actually other people's comment isn't necessarily important. What matters most is, what YOU think.

It's mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesnt matter.

Read this article bout "attitude". The importance of it.

ATTITUDE is more important than facts.

It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success, than what other people say or think or do.

It is more important than appearance, than giftedness or skills.

We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.

We cannot change the inevitable.

The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.

Life is 10% of what happened to us and 90% of how we react to it.

We have a choice - everyday - regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.

Guess this is finally something more "positive" you have seen/heard from me till date. :/ I'm trying my very best to attain this. And definitely, hoping i can do it. :)

Just started work, gonna start to get real busy. But still, I'm gonna bear this in mind; Attitude.

Singtel Sundown Festival 2011

2011-11-28T21:54:00.004+08:00

Just 2 days ago, worked again with Alison:) for a concert held at Singapore Flyers.

work's pretty slack as usual. :) Its more like catching up session than working. plus, we get to watch the concert and hang out with the celeb at the backstage! :))

same attire as the M tech event. LOL.

I was fascinated by the weather; half cloudy half gloomy.

And the rest of them were like, "whats so fascinating about this? You never see before meh?"

hehehe, yeah, thats me. getting fascinated by minor stuff. :x

bad bad weather, raining almost everyday. monsoon season huh? :/

Vivid, teen top, zhang yun jing, hebe and show!

Frankly speaking, I only know whose hebe and luo zhi xiang. LOL. the rest, I think if I was to bump onto them on the streets, I wouldnt even know who they are. :x HEH!

night view. :)

theres like a mini food fare also!

serving all Korean, Jap and Taiwan delights! *nom nom nom*fat die me*

I'll certainly miss working with Alison! ;))

One day, I'll get used to it.

2011-11-28T12:35:00.003+08:00

Ok, officially leaving the events industry for good! (I hope)

If nothing goes wrong, I should be starting work real soon!

tgt with my 10 years bestie! :)

Need another change in life; a better turn. Had been anticipating for it to happen. :) Just hoping there wont be any disputes at work that will affect the friendship! :)

Wisdom is learning to let go when you want to hang on.

Courage is learning to hang on when you want to let go.

If that's so, I guesss the ratio of my widsom : courage, would be 2 : 8.

Didnt know I am that courageous, till now.

Shokubutsu Contest 2011

2011-11-28T11:38:00.007+08:00

19.11.11

Have you missed the Shokubutsu Finals at Bugis? :P

heheh, it was my FIRST time standing in the crowd, supporting and cheering for someone in a contest. It really feels different from participating in one.

In the past, I rmb, staying at the backstage, waiting for the contest to start was really nervous, and time passed really fast.

And now having the experience of being an audience make me realized, they have to stand outside for 4-5 hours just to catch a glimpse, really tough eh? hahaha. :X and fearing you might lose your "space" in the crowd once you go for toilet breaks etc? Really sucks. :/

Nevertheless, I do enjoy myself, met alot of friends and photographers too! heh! ;) All teasing me asking why didn I join? :XX

and of course, Im down for my dearest; Manli:)

Finally get a chance to see her in person; Hayley. hahah :)

bumped into, joseph.

and Kenny accompanied me! :)

crowd.

stage.

ANOTHER THING!! CONTEST WLL NEVER START ON TIME. lol!

luckily, Man li is contestant no. 3! Q&A time!

"Fashion show"

so sweeet! this is so man li! hahaha, you can always associate her with blue. :p

while the judges were tabulating the results for semi finals,

I saw Jiaxi! and Shauna!

Of course, she got into top 10! ;))

and they were required to perform a talent :) she can play really well btw ;) and I "teased" her for not playing 1 for me on my 21st! :XX

having said that,

TADA! 1st runner up! SHO DARN HAPPY FOR HER!! :D almost teared when the emcee announced okayyy!! :')

Once again, congrats on the title. I know you can do it! ;)

Dinner with Cherleen, Alison and Fiona afterthat.

Our first outing! hahaha, feels kinda not used to it, cos normally we will only have dinner before/after work! :X

I only like the tart without the fruit. :/

decided to head to a pub at Ann Siang hill to chill.

*ok, complain starts*if you wanna know which pub it is, I'll always be MORE THAN WILLING to share it with you, just email me;)*

TMD, I TELL YOU, their service is FUCKING BAD. sorry I have to swear, but seriously. IF I HAVE A CHOICE TO, I AM NOT GONNA FUCKING STEP INSIDE AGAIN.

AND IM NOT TRYING TO BE RACIST HERE, well, not gonna "Describe" the race, I believe you can judge and critic on your own. believe they arent popular around too! =.=

SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYYY, DISGRACE TO HAVE YOU AROUND. NO WONDER YOU PEOPLE CANNOT MAKE IT BIG NOT MATTER WHERE YOU ARE, WHERE YOU GO. ATTITUDE IS DAMN BAD.

SHE NEEDS TO TAKE LIKE 5 MINS TO OPEN A CHAMPAGNE BOTTLE?!?!!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!??!?!?!?! IS LIKE, I EVEN HAD A CHANCE TO SNAP A PICTURE OF YOU?!?!?! WHAT KINDA WAITRESS ARE YOU?! WORKING IN A PUB AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO OPEN A CHAMPAGNE?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO POUR BEER NOW?!? SERIOUSLY. _|_

AND SERIOUSLY LAH HUH, IM NOT KICKING A BIG FUSS COS SHE DK HOW TO OPEN ONE, IM JUST NOT SATISFIED WITH THEIR ATTITUDE.

A.T.T.I.U.D.E.

DONT YOU KNOW ITS IMPORTANT ESPECIALLY IN THE SERVICE LINE?!?!? GODDDDD.

and I dont understand why my friend can TOLERATE this. I swear if I was with other people, I'd have just stomped out of the pub STRAIGHT AWAY. ZZzZZzzZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZz

I DONT FUCKING NEED YOU TO TEACH ME HOW TO DRINK ALCOHOL, HOW TO DO MY MIXER. CAN YOU PPL EVEN DRINK IN THE FIRST PLACE?!

JUST LIKE I DONT FUCKING NEED TO TEACH YOU HOW TO WEAR YOUR BRA AND PANTIES RIGHT?!?!?!?! _|_

ok, Im done:) sorry uh! I aint that bitchy sort to begin with. They are just horrible. thats all. :)

Artica's festive season promotion packages!

2011-11-25T00:44:00.002+08:00

As you can see from the title of the blog post ;) Artica is having promotion packages again!

Highlights of the promotion

-Enjoy 10% off for hair cut with these packages

-Promotion starts on 24th Nov till 25th December

-First 36 customers to take up these packages will receive a bottle of Crystal Repair Serum worth $18

So thoughtful of them to even come up with "cartoon pictures" to allow better understanding of their promotions;)

and the bottle of free serum;) First come First serve basis!

Want a new look to celebrate xmas with your loved ones?

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All the Negativities, SCREW YOU.

2011-11-25T00:20:00.002+08:00

4 days since I last updated! As you can tell, I haven been my usual self lately. :/ And I was never like that. Thinking back, nothing could really steal the most precious thing I ever own; my smile, away from me.

But, what happened?

Hell yeah, I'd want the old bubbly kit back.

I want the "I dont give a damn attitude" back.

I want the cheerful me back.

I want the optimistic me back.

Everyone who has really known me well enough, love me, have been waiting for this day to come ever since. Really sorry to have kept my loved ones worrying.

How contradicting huh? I used to be the one cheering people up, lifting the atmosphere up; but now, I can no longer do the same.

Nothing goes my way. Thats how pathetic it is.

I'd rather lock myself up in the house, just spending time with my parents, than stepping out of the house. I dont even wanna cont all the damn event jobs that interest me all this while.

NO. Not at all. I'd rather stay in my mom's cafe, helping her out, than to PRETEND that Im happy working with others. I just wanna isolate myself. Thats how bad it is.

I.Dont.Know.Whats.Wrong.With.Me.And.I.Think.I.Am.Sinking.Into.Depression.Soon.

*FUCK IT!*

Actually, I do know. But, I choose to avoid. That's all. :/

p/s. some people take things way too seriously, stop being so uptight and just maybe you'll enjoy life a bit more. - Will constantly repeat in my head. and dont spend forever trying to figure things out, cause many things arent meant to have answers.

More than you know.

2011-11-21T00:05:00.001+08:00

Never thought I'd love someone so much.

Never thought I'll be willing to do so much for that particular someone.

Never thought you'd mean so much to me.

Never thought it could be as painful as needles piercing through my heart.

Never thought it could be as sweet as cotton candy.

Never thought YOU could easily turn my world upside down.

Never thought; love, is such a powerful and strong word, that can completely change you into another person.

Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus.

2011-11-20T14:50:00.001+08:00

Ok, shall do this post differently! ;) lemme try it in Chinese. Hehehe. Simple Chinese, I believe Singaporeans will be able to understand? :/ And this is what I've gathered from my gfs :x maybe you can tell me if it's true or false. :)

"每个女人的心里，都住着一个十几岁的小女孩,

不论这个女孩有多成熟的性格，不论她的年纪多大,

这个住在女人心里的小女孩，和一般小女生一样,

有着浪漫天真的情怀，总是爱做着自己心里的美梦，并衷心地希望梦想成真."

Anyway, to sum it up, I think;

P/s. A girl becomes a woman when she learns to love herself more than she loves a man. - this is definitely not deemed as, what you called: selfish OR self centered.

How will you possibly know how to love, if you don't even love yourself? Right? ;)

Happy people, Happy thoughts.

2011-11-17T12:18:00.002+08:00

Something some of you might never understand.

Not easy through words but prolly actions.

I'm learning to accept - If somebody doesnt love you the way you might want to be loved. It doesnt mean they dont love with you all their heart.

A day before I left for Taiwan. And a day before Ryan enlist.

Finally get a chance to meet them. Everyone's busy with their own activities nowadays. Really have to make an effort to catch up one another.

Anyway, they are NOT a couple; just BFFs.

but, they really look cute tgt. Always like to tease Ryan; he'll never know they might end up tgt in the future.

and this is how he will always react. HAHAHA. :X

Well, misses the good old days :) hoping we'll be able to meet up soon with the hectic schedules nowadays.

Anyways! Side note. Will be at Bugis Junction this coming Sat to support my dearest.

for her contest. :) catch ya there! from 4pm to 7pm! ;)

p/s. sometimes the heart can be your bestfriend and worst enemy. It can make you the happiest person yet also can give you a sadness like you've never known.

KL Trip - Mtech Event

2011-11-16T12:51:00.008+08:00

9th - 10th Nov

Supposedly to stay in KL for 3D2N. but thinking I'd tire myself out, I chose to come back a day earlier! ;) *shag max*.

Took a coach, really wonder why they didn get us a flight instead. :X 5 hours journey is indeed a bitch. :X

thank god I've got company. hehehe.

and when I get bored, I'll just go around disturbing everybardy. hehehe. :X took a snap of the driver. :X

and Cherleen baked cookies for all of us! so sweetaye. home made cookies yo!

and after the 5 hours ride, we finally reached. *backacheeeee*

Stayed in One World Hotel.

3 of us shared a room; Cherleen, Fiona and I. :)

thinking that we'd be busy throughout, I actually didn bring my bikini along. AND DAMN. I was WRONGGGG. I so darn bored while they were doing the setup. :/

so, I just stayed around in the hotel and guess what?!

my toe nail broke! KNN! hurhurhur.

I just did my pedicure A DAY BEFORE can. *pouts*

But well, It wasnt painful at all. :/ I wonder why, too! :X

went over to the guy's room to borrow nail clipper! and to my horror,

IT WASNT EVEN HALF A DAY YET. gawddddddd. G.U.Y.S. lol!

Next day! Event date! ;)

layout was quite similar to the one held in Singapore, Grand Hyatt. sorry, no pictures taken that day! Didn bring camera along! hehehe. :X

and theres a change of outfit too!

wonder when did I become the "organizer"! hahaha.

emcee; Jonny. :)

Fiona.Cherleen.Kit!

Fiona looks sleepy, doesnt she?

LOL, she stayed up all the way! w.i.n.z. I couldnt even make it just for 5 hours sleep! :s

*ok, warning. a series of camwhore*

And! after the event, me and cherleen headed back to the hotel first! hehe. work was easy as always. :) Love working for spireworks. :)

and when girls got nth to do, camwhore begins! LOLOL.

and the emcee came and "join" us after that. hahahaha. :X

went back sg after the event, another 5 hours journey. Fiona and Cherleen continued their stay. way tooooo tiredddddd. :X *imma old lady already*

p/s. bear in mind; even the sweetest chocolate, has an expiry date.

Quit Trying.

2011-11-15T19:51:00.008+08:00

12th - 13th Nov

heheh, here comes the Kelong Trip post! :D went Indonesia; Tanjong Pinang.

Please do make a comparison with the Maldives post. Muahah. :X Both waking up to the sea, but theres like a huge ass difference.

ANYWAY, Im not complaining uh! I do like the experience. ;) Its really different from staying in the city.

we have to walk on the wooden bridge to reach the Kelong. SO tiny with no handle at the side, its as though as Im gonna fall off anytime.

dont belittle this bridge. it take us 20 mins to walk over!

low tide; can see the rocks, sea weed andddddd DIRT. :X

looks scary huh? lol.

now, take a look at the "hotel room".

*faints*

*jaw drop*

the lights were off all the way to 6pm! NO electricity at all, and NO warm/hot water to bath.

We have to resort to boiling hot water and pour into the tub. In other words, we can only bath with a tub of water, else it'd be too cold! :X

seriously, I dont even feel like going to the toilet when I was there. :X

Foooooooooooooooood.

Not someone who fancy seafood, thus end up eating more noodles and vegetables! :X nevertheless, the sea food were really fresh! ;)

Entertainment at night!

Mahjong! lol. thank god I know how to play. :X

Pool!

and seriously, they made the slide for people to "swim" inside the "pool".

I really wonder who would actually do that. LOL. =,=

They've pets too!

Human's best friend:))

Diana;) I swear she look way "tiny-er" in person. HEH!

and this little thing here, is my fav "Entertainer" throughout the trip.

look at the monkey face. really super guai lan. lolol. But i really like it. hahaha. dk why.

and Im already missing him. heheh. ;)))

Whenever you wanna let go of something, think of why did you hold it so tight in the beginning.

2011-11-14T13:48:00.001+08:00

But when your too tired to continue, what you gonna do?

When faced with an uncertain future, the questions we truly hate to ask, are the ones we fear we already know the answers to.

I'm too lazy to even think about it. Letting nature take its course is the best solution I guess?

I just need to stay a little bit more determined.

HA! OKAY! Enough of these. I'm irritated by myself, kept whining and whining over these! Better to spend more time on other stuff! To do something more productive! :)

And finally! I'm back from all the trips! Taiwan, KL and Indonesia! Hehehe. No more traveling; so freaking tired! Lol. :X

Cant wait to share my experience with you, especially Indonesia! Lol, went Kelong, surrounded by sea and sand; just like Maldives. BUT, it's a total different feeling. Hahaha. Heaven and hell I would say.

Stay tune to the next post! Will be blogging out the Indonesia Kelong trip first! ;)

MALDIVES.

2011-11-11T17:33:00.005+08:00

I know Im lagging far behind what Im supposed to be updating. hehehe.

Here come the Maldives Trip post:) A short and sweet one. :)

Really a suitable place for ppl whom like beaches. They've got lots of beach activities there. And nevertheless, the oh-so-beautiful scenery.

You can soak in the bath tub and enjoy the sea view; and theres no need to worry if anyone's gonna peep at you. hahah.

HOWEVER, I very much wanted to, BUT the water is, oh no, toooo dirty. :X

Balcony to enjoy the sea breeze.

and you can just jump down to the sea as and when you like;)

and when night falls;

you can enjoy the sunset with your loved ones. Romantic huh? :)

water is so clear, that you can see all the details. * note. See That little stingray? Hehehe* :)

Anyway, for those whom dont know, Maldives is a country; a Muslim country that's near Sri Lanka. They have bout thousand plus island but only 200+ is being developed. Which means, out of the 200+ island, i've only been to 1. 0.0 ! and also, to take note, If you wanna head to their city, be sure to wear something more appropriate. E.g. No bikinis or revealing sundresses allowed! Girls to wear clothes that cover your shoulders, and guys to wear pants up to the knee length. :)

Anything you wanna ask, simply just email me! :) will definitely try my best to answer your doubts! ^^

p/s. You can NEVER teach a guy to love you the way you wanted to be loved. You have to wait for him to do it his own way at his own time. - Thats the saddest part of being a girl.

But you can never teach a girl to love a guy back the way she did before if she already grow tired and fed up understanding and waiting to be appreciated and loved the way she deserved. - Thats the saddest part of being an insensitive man.

"Beautiful" is a special word from that special someone; that someone who thinks that your everything when others thought that your "nothing".

2011-11-09T01:42:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps! I'm just back from Taiwan 2 days ago! Haven get the time to blog bout it. Zzz. so sorry! Heheh!

Ok. And Here I am again, awake at this hour when I need to be up at 530am later. KL for work in few hours time.

And wondering what's wrong with my body; feeling really uncomfortable. Head spinning, heart beating real fast and feeling nausea. God. What's happening. :/ feels like I'm gonna die anytime soon. :x

I really wish I could fall asleep right now and hoping everything will be back to normal when I open my eyes tml. :/

And since I can't sleep yet, I shall blog this short entry and keep you guys updated. Heh! But well, actually I'm hesitating if I should jus stay up all the way till next morn. Zzz.

*ok whatever* :x

P/s. Sometimes you hurt the ones who love you most, sometimes you hold the ones who leave you lost, and sometimes you learn, but its too late.

Do what you KNOW is right before you regret. Cos sometimes, there's no turning back. - applies to all.

"Only the strong forgives; love is not everything."

2011-11-03T02:01:00.001+08:00

Ok, so dead, wide awake in the middle of the night and having to wake up early later for the flight. :/

Was just whatsapping a friend of mine, and came to a conclusion that, guys really don't understand girls huh? Do they? - sigh:/ this is so disheartening, disrupting my inner peace so much that I can't seem to fall asleep. ZzzzZzz.

Ok, Well, what am I talking here? -.- Since when will they ever will?

And No wonder they say, guys are dumb.

No doubt they are when talking about understandings towards girls. :/ they'll never know how one small little thing can upset a girl.

To YOU, it may not be a big hoo-ha, or YOU may be thinking, we're reading too much into it, making a big fuss out of it. BUT SERIOUSLY, would you rather we NOT CARE?? And IF that happens, you should start questioning if the love is real. :/

*no offense though, not ALL guys are like that*

"you may not be her first, her last or her only. But if she loves you know, what else does it matter? She's not perfect, you aren't either. And the two of you may not be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the best you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break. So dont hurt, don't change, don't analyze and expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there."

Never enough.

2011-11-02T21:37:00.001+08:00

Today is "errands" day, and I finally get to meet Samantha again after soooooo long! hehe. Still looking great babe! :))

Just done with dinner at granny house. Home cooked food is forever the best:) really missed those times when I can get to eat them whenever I want. :/

Anyway!

Mood's finally getting better! Wheeeee! ^^ really hate it when pms-ing. Damn! Nothing just goes the way I want, nothing pleases me. Zzzz. Sometimes I can't even stand myself. :/

P/s. I don't need someone who is matured enough to stop my immaturity. What I need is someone who can ride on my immaturity and maturely understands me. :')

Taiwan tml!:) see you when im back!;)

He, who does not understand your silence, will probably not understand your words.

2011-10-30T22:54:00.003+08:00

Ok, no more sarcasm in this post. Personally, I HATE sarcasm, so I guess I shouldnt be practising it on my side. Else, I'd be SLAPPING my own mouth. :/

Met up with Celine again last Friday as mentioned.

This would probably be the "last time" seeing her before she starts her work.

DAMN, ALL my friends is not free for me now. GOD DAMN IT. Looks like I better keep myself occupied too! To save me from thinking the unnecessary stuff. :X

Keeping one self busy is probably a good way to keep yourself free from unhappy thoughts. :)

p/s. Young love is when you love someone because of what they do right.

Mature love is when you love someone in spite of what they do wrong.

Love doesnt mean changing who you are, to be who someone wants you to be.

I thought I wont be able to, but eventually, I CAN.

I know, I always knew. :)

Happy Halloween 2011!:)

2011-10-30T01:56:00.001+08:00

As mentioned, how have your Halloween party be? :) Are you the one that going around scaring people, or the one that get freaked out? :X

I've just came back from USS. No partying for me this year. Probably cos I don't really like or know how to dress up? Hehehe :x nevertheless, the trip to USS was definitely an enjoyable one,with great companions:)

Anyway, this "time" of the month is here again, and thoughts rushed through my mind again.

Well, I believe everyone's independent in their own beliefs and ideas about things, so never expect a person to always see things your way.

So, why criticize on other ppl? Why Judge? And if, no one asks for your comments, who are you to give your opinions? Why not just shut the fuck up and keep YOUR comments to yourself? You ain't a saint either.

And I guess this is why, (I'm repeating this again); Sometimes keeping the friends and relatives out of your relationship is the only way to achieve the trust, love & happiness you each deserve. :/

Well, then again, this is MY perspective on situations. You may not agree but then AGAIN, this is MY blog, MY OWN PERSONAL SPACE to jot down my thoughts.

And if you dislike reading my post, there's always a "x" button on your top right hand corner of the page. :) And AGAIN, I'm NOT asking for YOUR opinion, it doesn't matter anyway:) SoooOooo, thankyouverymuch. :)

I hate to cry myself to sleep.

2011-10-29T00:32:00.001+08:00

No one seemed to understand?

It's definitely not easy to please anyone. Could you tell me how?

Each and everyone has their own thinking, has their opinion of how things should work. But what about me? Who would really understand? Why not try putting yourself in MY shoes?

And yes. I may not smart, or you may say I'm dumb. But whatever it is, I'm trying to be friendly, to allow things to go the way it should; or I THOUGHT it should.

I'm really tired of pleasing everyone. Trying to make thing work out. And to make it worst, no one appreciate my effort. NO ONE.

Sad to say, I really wish I could remain as a 3 year old kid forever.

10 Love Rules.

2011-10-28T01:16:00.003+08:00

Read this particular article on a magazine some days ago, - the secrets of growing old together, and decided to share it with you. :)

It came from 10 couples whom have been together for years. Really enjoyed seeing old couples, it make me realize, one really can love you forever. :')

So, here it is, the 10 rules:

1) Accept each other unconditionally. - People change, it's inevitable, but stay committed and there shouldnt be any conditions attached to your love for each other, and also, not taking each other for granted.

2) Remember the positive. - Actively rmb why you fell in love with him/her; his/her positive traits.

3) Take pride out of the picture. - Disagreements will definitely arise in time to come. But, never put your own personal pride first. For any relationship to work, there must be mutual respect, and know when to give in and ask for forgiveness.

4) Be flexible with your roles. - Dont always stick to traditional roles.

5) Walk away from the fight. - Learn how to give and take. Avoid arguing over little things (and if its inevitable, read point no. 6).

6) Never go to sleep angry with one another. - Settle whatever arguments you have, learn how to apologise. In this case, you wont bear any grudges or harbour resentment.

7) Show each other unwavering support. - Stand by each other and support one another.

8) Do activities togther. - Spending time together forces you to know each other better, and as a result, become closer.

9) Respect each other personal's space. - Be understanding

10) Action means more than words. - Learn how to express your love and show your care for each other through actions.

All 10 points; summarized and elaborated. Hope you guys understand? heh! :) And certainly, hope it helps in maintaining your relationships ;)

Should be meeting Miss Foo again tml noon before she start work on 1st Nov! Hope the both of us can wake up on time! heh! ;)

XOXO. nights ALL! :))

What YOU think?

2011-10-27T00:27:00.001+08:00

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends.

It's when you have more playful moments than serious moments.

It's when you can joke around, have unexpected hugs, and random kisses.

It's when you'd rather chill inside, to eat junk food, watch movies and cuddle than to go out all the time.

It's when you'll stay up all night to settle all arguments and problems.

It's when you can completely act like yourself and he can still love you for who you are.

Second Visit To Artica Studio!

2011-10-25T00:28:00.004+08:00

Finally booked my appointment with Juno last Tuesday to color my hairrrrr. :)

Have been saying and saying and here it is! Second Visit there!

And first of all, SAY BYE BYE to my "blonde" hairrrr. lol.

Juno put this plastic sheet over my head/hair. Purpose is to make the hair color stays longer! Cool huh....

Well, dont ask me why, me dont know either! hehe. :X

and of course, treatment after hair dye! :)

and TADA! End result :D

Juno chose 2 tones darker for me than my previous one.

Reason being, he said if I was to dye only 1 tone darker, the color will fade off v fast. So if I was to dye 2 tones darker, it'll be able to last longer. =DD

and he helped me trimmed my hair a little! hehe.

SAY HI TO JUNO! :))

*They are still having promotion! Only $128 for hair dye, cut and treatment!!!*

Better hurry and book your appointment with them YO!!

They are located at: Far East Plaza, 14 Scotts Road S(228213)

Operation Hours: Monday - CLOSED

Tuesday-Friday : 11.30pm - 9.00pm

Weekends : 11.30pm - 8.00pm

For enquires or appointments: Please contact 6836 2891

OR email them at articahairstudio@gmail.com

andddddd.... continue admiring my hair. *jumps around* hehehe.

GOOD NIGHT! ^^

Singtel Roktober Fest. 2011

2011-10-24T19:19:00.000+08:00

Currently waiting for mummy's cue to head out for dinner ;)

so I guess I shall be updating you guys what have I been up to lately? ;)

20th - 23rd Oct

Its Singtel event again! :) - Roktober Fest held at Timbre (substation).

worked with 3 other ladies this time; Alison, Sheyla, thats me! and Yuxuan. :)

And our job scope is to engage people in games ;) Foosball

and Beer Pong. ;)

and as you can tell, its OUTDOOR AGAIN, *thank god its evening time, not much sunlight! =D*; BUTTTTTtttttt Ive gotten endless supply of mosquito bites AGAIN. *hurhurhur* :'(

The first and the last day were damn bored. Not much crowd. ZzZZZzZ

and I began to camwhore. heh!

and Huiling was working too! ^^ For Erdinger. :)

and saw this cute lil girl, had been baby sitting her and her sister for about 1.5 hours? hahah.

didn expect myself to have so much patience after seeing them. LOL. and that makes me very much wanna work in a child care. hehehe.

Side note; our very nice boss, keep buying us foooood! So much for wanting a diet!!

Timbre's famous duck pizza. But hmmm, I dont really fancy it :/ Prob cos Im not a pizza person.

and DONUTS!!! :DDD

group photo!! :)

ANOTHER SIDE NOTE; heh,

hows my new hair color?!?!

Some said no difference, some said it was just a little darker. Whatcha think? ;)

Nevertheless, Im still loving it, what Im really afraid now is, the color to fade back to the lighter shade. :XX haaaa. silly me I know. :X

Anyway, what I love abt this hair color is, take a look at the bottom pic! And make a comparison with those above! :)

With different lightings, the color can be "adjustable".. lol.

Not like the previous one, is always that bright. :X now it seems more "versatile". HAHAH.

Gonna update you more in the next blogpost! STAY TUNE! :))

A day break today, and another event starts tml! Need to wake up by 6am! to reach Hyatt by 730am! :X

Outfit for tml; am loving it;)

p/s. If you truly love someone, deeply, then you'd go a long way and you'd probably do things you never thought you were capable of.

Relationship is not a TEST. so don't CHEAT!

2011-10-21T15:35:00.002+08:00

Shall blog a little, before work at timbre substation again. :/ I sincerely hope time can fast forward to Sunday now. :X heh!

Imma good girl today! I washed my clothes, sweep and mop the floor!!:))) if there's time, I shall iron my clothes too! Hehehe ;)

Anyway, this thought just came to my mind randomly -

It's not wrong to fall in love with two person. BUT, you have to let the first one go. COS, if you really love the first one, you won't fall for the second.

Hmm, am I right to say that? :/

p/s. you have to try to forgive & forget the hurt. Otherwise, the resentment will poison your heart, and you'll be unhappy your whole life.

PICNIC! Finally some healthy activity! (:

2011-10-21T02:05:00.005+08:00

Finally ended work at Substation. Shall blog bout that again soon yea?

Dont really feel like sleeping. :/ Dont wanna waste my night like this I guess? :/

ANYWAYS,

15.10.11

LAST sat! :) after planning for ages, this day finally arriveeeeeee. :X hehehe.

Marina Barrage for picnic - awesome suggestion! :))

But first, we went for grocery shoppingggg! :)

saw this really cute pumpkin and realize, Halloween is coming soooon! :)

Wonder hows my Halloween this year gonna be :/

and we finally reachedddddd, approximately at bout 6pm? heh!

lovely weather for kite flying!

Awesome view too!

many many kites in the airrrr! Sho happy to see it!

red wine; finally some healthy drink too.

haha, I think shes shag out alr, especially after a day of work.

She needs to go back office on a Saturday. POOR GIRL!

Evening arrived!

and Night time is here! :)

Ended the day with popcorrrnnn :) and its Definitely something special. ;) Not gonna tell you why! :P

The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this, simply because, we are afraid.

Nikon V1/J1 Launch!

2011-10-20T16:50:00.004+08:00

14.10.11

Last Friday, booked for Nikon new cam launch!

Held at;

Just beside The Cathay;)

First time working for Nikon as far as I can rmb. ;)

*forgot the name*, Kyi. kit and Amelia :)

And after forcing him to change, hehehe.

They are sisters btw, look so much alike huh? :) May And Amelia!

V1.

NOT FAIR. IM ALWAYS THE SHORTEST WHEREVERRRRR I GO. *sobs*

As usual, dinner set up.

And we get to eat too! :) Good welfare huh. :)

Suppose to be 10 of us working, but dk what happened to the other guy. :X

So only 9! From left; Leon, Kyi, Amelia, May, Angela (in charge), forgot her name but shes from Nikon, Elle (emcee, OH! and the world is really small; I've met her in Filter before! ), Me, Jaslin, Elynn, forgot his name and Michael. :X

Enjoyed myself with the hunks and babes! hehehe :)

ANYWAY! IVE FINALLY COLORED MY HAIR!!!!!

*PREVIEWWWWWWW*

and I changed my parting to center parting!!!

how is it how is it?!??! :)))

Shall update you guys more on the upcoming posts!

I shall go prepare and head to timbre(substation) for work nowww! :)

p/s. love's not suppose to hurt.

Silence Is The Loudest Cry.

2011-10-17T15:46:00.002+08:00

Last Sat

Early shoot at Fort Canning Park.

Poor me, gotten AT LEAST 10 mosquito bites. Not kidding; 10 bites, and its all happening on my left leg. :(

And when I thought it was bad enough,

I FREAKING HELL FELL DOWN, on my right knee. ZzzzZzzz.

Balancing it huh? Itchy on the left, pain on the right. O.o

And it hasnt recover till now. sobs. FML.

Anyways, guess what I saw on the road?

Sho Farnie. lolol.

"Where got people stretch their leg so straight on a bike one??!?!" -.-LOL.

I thought you suppose to "bend" it?!?? HAaaaaa.

and a "smiley" crab for dinner! heh! ^^

I cant promise a perfect relationship, but what I can promise is that if you are trying, Im staying.

Its so FABULOUS!

2011-10-16T21:47:00.018+08:00

Last Tuesday! :)

Decided to pop by Fabulous (Tan) Group at Cineleisure for waxing!

I'm sure this aint your first time reading bout such services, but still, Im gonna share with you my experience with Fabulous! ;)

Ok, so first, once you reached, you will be asked to register your particulars with them.

It only take less than 2 mins.

Purpose is to inform you their latest updates via email or sms-es, and, all customers will be given a membership card after their first visit!

Next, you'll be given a towel, and you'll be asked to bathed!

For hygiene purpose of course;)

The layout of the bathroom feels exactly like when your home! :)

Imagine, after half a day of shopping, you booked your appointment for waxing with Fabulous, you get to bathhhhhh, wax, and continue shopping after that, how niceeeee! So clean and comfortable!

And then,

Get changed!

And lie on the bed, while waiting for your therapist to attend to you! hohoho. *shyyyy*

The equipments/materials/facilities, you needed for the waxing treatment!

both soft and hard wax;)

First, they'll use the hard wax;

followed by soft wax for finishing.

Ok, my confession. (LOL). I'll be lying if I was to say its not painful at all. :Xxx

However, the pain is definitely bearable. :D and of course, its worth the pain. :)

I always feel so CLEANNN after waxing. heheh. =X

Their current promotion:)

Ok, Why choose Fabulous?

Look at the whole list of menu!! They have almost e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g that you need.

Facial, IPL, waxing, tanning, hair/eye lash extensions, teeth whitening and many many more!!!

You can check it out at http://fabulouslife.com.sg/ !

Honestly speaking, I was stumbled when I was told that they have so many kinds of services!!

Its like a one-stop centre; settle everything at a place, save time and trouble, isn't it?? ;)

side note; this is my therapist, really meticulous. :)

And Wheeee! Imma happy girl now! ^^

OH YA, they do accept both walk in and appointments!

Find out more or contact them at http://fabulouslife.com.sg/ OR give them a like on facebook at http://www.facebook.com/FabulousGroupSg ;))

Show them ur support!

And afterrrr waxing, its time for dinner! :)

Really feel like a tourist when I entered this place.

Got the 70s-80s "feel", dont you think so?

and OH! its at SG Flyers btw. :)

and there is this corner, show casing all the things from the 70s/80s.

hair steamer that salon uses last time.

bottled drinks.

lamps.

basins to wash up.

and music player!!

interesting hur??

GOOD NIGHT! ;))

The happiest people do not neccessarily have the best thing in life. They simply appreciate the things they have.

I am myself, only when Im with you. :')

Fluctuates.

2011-10-14T00:24:00.003+08:00

Ups and Down, Smile and Frown.

And its definitely still not v stable?

Last Friday

Work again! F1 theme (again.)

Kerien.

Come to think of it, I've always wanted light colored hair.

As light as possible, as "blonde" as possible. And so, Ive been having similar hair color for the past 2 years. ZzZzz.

But now Ive a change in thinking :X - Dark colored hair's pretty too, isn't it?

But then again, there are plenty shades/tones of dark color(s)! :/ Which color shouldddd I getttt? Any suggestionsssssssssss? ;)

Anyways, I think I dont have to worry too much!, Im gonna go back to Artica Hair Studio (at Fep, refer to previous blog post) and seek Juno for suggestions! :)))

Nights All. Xoxo.

Where could I vent all my frustrations?....

thefheonefneificanfanrefelyfyonfonwherefherehavefaveyoufoubeenfeentofo?

I Need Plenty Of Reassurance!! :X

2011-10-13T00:15:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of pleasing everyone. I need time and space for myself.

I know what I am doing, and thats exactly what I wanna do.

I dont know why do I have to account to everyone, when all I need is you people's support.

All the naggings, it just adds on to my stress, seriously.

*arghhh, W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R.*

Always there.

Always will be, I hope.

Anyway, work again tml! And this is how my outfit will look like! hohoho. :)

Nights all! xoxo.

~I love you like a love song baby~

Talk Is Cheap.

2011-10-12T17:06:00.003+08:00

Given a choice, would you turn back time? Or fast forward to the future?

Put this on my fb/twitter the other day, most of them wants to fast forward to the future, to see how they are like, 10 years down the road.

I beg to differ.

I would rather turn back time, and correct whatever mistakes Ive made in the past.

I wouldnt wanto repeat the same mistake again.

Have you ever felt lost?...

Like, not knowing which direction to go, which path to choose?

Its something like, straying in the jungle, alone, with no map nor compass.

Scary isnt it?

And yes, Im telling you, it is.

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag, drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin, Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep? Six feet under screams, but no one seems to hear a thing.

Rage Launch At Funan.

2011-10-12T14:23:00.004+08:00

04.10.11

Rage Launch at Funan.

Together with Jovin.

Didn really wanted to work, but dont wanna laze my day at home; mood hasnt been that fantastic as you can tell. :/

And our very nice boss, treated us to lunch.

they had been trying real hard to cheer me up though it didn really help. :/

didn really touch any of the food, just a few mouth, not much appetite. :/

and dont be surprised by Jovin, she ate my shares of food. 0.0

only till a later part, there comes this owner of 3 silky terrier.

the 3 dogs, however, managed to divert my attention for a short while. ^^

and this kid, really really adorable.

like his beautiful long eye lashes and big round eyes! =)

dont worry when I argue with you, worry when I stop because it means theres nothing left to fight for.

Heart V.S. Mind.

2011-10-09T23:54:00.004+08:00

Just curious, which will you listen to? Mind or Heart?

My brain makes up the decision, but my heart decides on what decision should I follow.

There's a cat in this picture; could you see it?

Clear your mind, and you may. :)

*click on the picture to see it better*

thanks for the encouragement and surprise. :')

Nights peeps! xoxo.

Trying and trying.

2011-10-08T21:06:00.001+08:00

" I dont understand how you can smile whole day long but cry yourself to sleep at night.

How pictures never change, but the people in them do.

How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange is it when your worst enemy turns into your best friend.

How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back.

How you can let go of something you once said you cannot live without.

How even though you know something is best for you, it jus hurts the same.

How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few mins of their time to too much to spare.

How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken.

How people can erases you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out. "

People just change. You have to admit. Forever doesn't exist; only in fairy tales. "happily ever after" is plain bullshit.

You won't know what will happen in the next second. Cherish whatever moments you have with your loved ones, for there is nothing to regret.

P.s. I wonder if my recent posts, have been rather emo lately; or it has been like this all these while. Oh well, I just wanna prepare myself for the worst, so at least I can handle it? Fear disappointment?? Expect lesser.

Feelings Aren't Supposed To Be Logical.

2011-10-06T21:52:00.004+08:00

If someone gives you a reason to why they love you.. they dont love you, they like you. Love is based on emotion, not definition.

Just ended work at Chevron House; giving out chicken pie for Tefal. No pictures taken, sorry. Still not in the mood to S.M.I.L.E. -.-" I jus wanna keep myself as busy as possible. :/

Partying. At Zirca;2 weeks ago.

Chloe;)

And endless supply of drinks.

Partying doesnt feel as good as before. :/ But then again, its the only place/thing I wanna do whenever im NOT HAPPY. :/ "drink drank drunk."

Club Mink Launch tml at Pan Pac, still contemplating if I shld go after work. :/

if only.

you dont realize, how much one little thing can upset a girl.

I overanalyze situations because I'm scared of what will happen if im not prepared for it.

Commited to the wrong person? Yes? No? :/

2011-10-04T23:25:00.001+08:00

As much as she wants to, her heart refuses.

It's something like, choosing what you WANT, and what you actually DESERVE.

She may not be the prettiest, the most intelligent or even the most caring girl; but, she is being herself.

Full of temptations outside, lots of comparison done. And yes, that's right. Have you realized, There are lots of other greater people outside, but yet, she still chooses you? - be contented.

And once she's gone, she's g. o. n. e, for good. - It's not that she's afraid to try again. She's just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason AGAIN. And Most importantly, she needs to stop lying to herself.

有些事, 错过了就不能再重来.

I'm not too sure how long she'll take to be back on her feet again. But, definitely, there's gonna be this one fine day....

Artica Studio Promotion!!!!!

2011-10-04T01:34:00.002+08:00

Heyo! BEFORE I FORGET, I better share this with you NOW!

Artica Studio is having this promo,

take a look at the pricing, its definitely reasonable!

Hair Cut, Perm/Rebonding and treatment for less than $150?!

Hair Cut, color, perm/high light and treatment for less than $200?!

S. E. R. I. O. U. S. L. Y?!

Its not like some *Random* salon ya know, and Im sure the products they use, are of quality and definitely worth the money. I've tried; tested and proven. Are you seriously giving it a miss?

ARE. YOU. SURE???

PLUS POINT, its in town! located at Far East Plaza; 4th floor, just beside the passenger lift. sho sho sho convenient!!

Im gonna make a trip down and do smth to my hair (not sure what Im gonna do yet though, gonna ask Juno for opinion!),

wan a change and look different????!?

V.I.S.I.T them soon! contact no. at 6836 2891. :)

p/s; thanks Jiaqi for the image used in this poster. :)

Lost For Words.

2011-10-04T00:28:00.008+08:00

Good Bye Sept! Now comes Oct! And it hasnt been very good.

Seriously, Im NOT ready to go into ANOTHER relationship. I wonder what are guys thinking nowadays. -.-|| TSK. *irritated*roll eyes*.

ASKING ME FOR APPLICATION?! ARE YOU NUTS?!?!?!?! DO I LOOK SO DESPERATE FOR A BF?! OR ARE YOU DESPERATE SEEKING FOR ONE?!?!?!?!

I mean, I know some are just kidding, but some of them are really that, d.e.s.p.e.r.a.t.e.

AHHHH WHATEVER. (sorry, really in a foul mood, apologize for the bad temper).

26.09.2011

Catch up session with singtel ppl, spireworks crew and the girls! :)

met up with Alison at TPY first. :)

and damn, took a train to cityhall, trying to take a bus to MBS from there. BUT, ahhh! there was still road block due to F1. - really had this love hate r/s with F1. we took a wrong bus, and ended up at Katong. *WHAT THE HELL*. lol.

and when we reach MBS, we wento the wrong tower. ahhhh. damn suay that night. :X

wento Kudeta, First visit there; wasnt that great though. :/ still prefer RR/KPO. hehehe.

Cherleen.Me.Alison.

and Fiona! :)

Fiona's our incharge from Spireworks, and she's Apple's bestie too! WHAT a small world, yea, i know ;)

Night View. ;)

Andddddddddddd, I got "kidnapped" to oops, I forgot which Thai Club was that, hmm, located near Orchard Hotel?? hmmmmm.

still dont like thai club though. :/

singtel ppl!

*these pics are taken to make Apple jealous* hahahha.

Well, your still our no. 1! :) you know that in your heart, dont you? :))

and immediately, work on the following Friday! :x

Peranakan. Second time dressing up like that. lol.

OH! and Imma 1/4 peranakan I guess? lol. my granny is nonya, and that makes me 1/4 peranakan?! hahahah. ok, what logic is that. :XX

work's awesome. we had an hour break, and boss treated us to dessertttt! :)

Yu Xuan.

Felicia.

Cherleen and Choco.

Alison.Cherleen.Choco.

AND FINALLY WORK ENDED! hohoho.

love simple job scope like that. heheeh. :))

Totally lost for words, speechless, not knowing what to say while plenty of thoughts running through my mind.

But I know, I'll be ok.

"trusting shld be like the feeling of a baby has, when you throw him/her in the air, he/she laughs. Because he/she knows you'll catch him/her".

Note To Self: Time To Stop All These Emo Shit!

2011-09-29T00:42:00.002+08:00

For all those who emailed, and friends whom asked bout my dad; thank you for your concern, he's doing fine now:)

Thank god, if its not for this, I'd have never knew he actually cared so much for me.

He's really one that never expresses his concern and thoughts (just like me). How could I not see that? *such a failure*tsk*. :(

Apart from this, I'm really glad that I do have frens that really showed concern.

I have Manli, to cry tgt w me. I swear shes more emotional than me. Once she see me tearing, her tears flow down as well. :/ it really means something. xoxo. be it for fam, or relationship. Thank god I've you.

I have yanrong whom gives good advices; "dont let what others say affect your decisions; even if you know your gonna go thru heartbreaks, at least you know you've tried. If you wanna regret someday, only regret why didn you try, its always better to have tried and failed. If you didn try, how would you know it wont work out?"

And not forgetting Dickson; see what he posted on my wall. :")

so sweet! A guy fren that always lend me his listening ear. :)

Had been crying quite often lately.

Time to S.M.I.L.E again. :) everyone deserves to. I dont wan to wake up with swollen puffy eyes again. :X

Even though I know emo thoughts will still be running thru my mind every now and then, BUT I DONT CARE, I WANNA BE HAPPY AT LEAST FOR NOW.

and last but not least.

heh;)

GOODNIGHT ALL. XOXO.

Paranoid.

2011-09-28T00:08:00.001+08:00

Love is blind - I finally had a taste of it, and understand what it means.

Its AirAsia Again!

2011-09-27T17:18:00.004+08:00

Currently waiting at home for a call from TTSH; dad went for a op, waiting for their cue, when to visit him. :/

Nothing much to do, guess I shall do a post up?

Last Sun:)

AirAsia Roadshow again, this time at Marina Square!

with Ade:)

Our 2 so called "supervisor". haha.

hmm, I cant rmb their names actually. :X kit is really bad at names. :/

Really love her natural real eye lashes, thick and long. (ok, sounds wrong! :P)

10 hours of standing, but definitely worth it;)

F1 Week:)

I have this love-hate relationship with F1 (ahhh, actually to alot of things as well, lol).

Love the increase in payout for events, but bloody hate the roadblock. DAMN HECK TROUBLESOME. TSKKKKKkkkkk. and not forgetting, the noise! giving me a real bad headache.

Jovin was working at Marina Square too! That super noisy girl; as usual. haaaa.

and Dickson came down to visit! hehe :)

and many others as well! :)

Had a really bad mood these days, and they manage to cheer me up! Once again, thanks for dropping by! Make me feels like a lucky girl! Much appreciated! xoxo.

Singtel Cowgirl/Boy Event!

2011-09-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

17.09.2011

As stated, did an event outside ButterFactory on Sat. :)

Met up with Alison for dinner before heading down tgt.

The incharge told us the wrong timing, and we had to loiter around town. :X

and ended up, being 20mins later. boohoo! :/

after changing up!

And thats Choco! :)

hearing the "bom bom bom" outside butter tempted me to filter, and I finally gave in to temptation. *oops*

And LOL, I wore the cowgirl outfit WITH BOOTS down to filter. ZAI OR WHAT?!?! ;) hahah.

I'll be meeting the singtel crew, girls and spireworks crew at Kudeta later for some drinks! hohoho ;) Its gonna be mad fun! =D

p/s. Some post I saw up on FB yest. thought I must share it with you.:)

1) When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

2) When she pushes and hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her and don't let go.

3) When she starts cursing at you trying to act tough, kiss her and tell her you love her.

4) When shes quiet, ask her whats wrong.

5) When she ignores you, give her your attention.

6) When she pulls away, pull her back.

7) When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

8) When you see her start crying, just hold her and dont say a word.

9) When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

10) When she's scared, protect her.

11) When she steals your fav hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

12) When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

13) When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure that she everything is okay.

14) When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up.

15) When she says she loves you, she really does more than you can understand.

16) When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

17) When she looks at you in your eyes, dont look away until she does.

18) When she say its over, she still want you to be hers.

19) When she's mad, hug her tight and dont let go.

20) When she say she's ok dont believe it, talk with her because 10 years later she'll rmb you.

21) Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

22) Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

23) Watch her fav movie or show with her, even if you think its stupid.

24) When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

25) Let her know she's important.

26) When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is, "whose ass am I kicking, baby?".

SCS Golf Event:)

2011-09-26T00:13:00.004+08:00

F1 finaallly ended. hoho. my feets were almostttt breaking. lol. shall upate bout that soonnn! But Now,

16th Sept 2011

First event after coming back from Maldives:) (Oops! Did I not mention I was gg Maldives? :x Well, if you followed me on twitter; twitter.com/yeekit , you'll know! you can most recent updates about myself there!;) Anyways! I shld be doing a post up for the trip asap! :))

Weather so lovely, better than what I thought. :) but still, got myself a lil more tannnnneeeddd! OH NO. I swore to not go under the sun for at least a month! :X

Long hours under the sun, both in Maldives and this event. *jialat*

But then again, pretty slack job again. hohoho. so lucky!^^

In charge. :) Leslie.

Treated us to late lunch at the club house when our "afternoon shift" was over.

and then back to the shower room to get ourselves prepared for the dinner at night! ;)

No pictures of myself taken in the morn, cos was looking WAY TOO SHAG, make up and all GONE~ :/

and TADA!! all freshened up! ;))

and the usual camwhoring starts again. MUAHAHAH.

worked with Emily. :)

*pout*

Mable:)

and the dinner commence:)

and we can have dinner tgt after ushering the guests to their seats! :))) shiokkk right.

love my job;)

this noodle DAMNNICE. I was v full alr, but I die die also wanna finish the bowl of noodles. :X

dessert was awesome toooo!

heh, anyway, the guests there were all wondering why are we taking more pictures of the food than ourselves. lol.

They were like asking us, "whats so nice about the food?". lol.

Seriously ah, Idk also eh, just wanna take? hehehe. :X

last one;)

tata! :) Nights all! Rest Well!;)

p/s. dont let anyone pressure you or say anything to bring you down, remember, their opinions never mattered; always be yourself. thats what matters the most!

My Very Special Day! ^^

2011-09-23T15:22:00.020+08:00

04.09.2011

Alrightttts, the long awaited post of my 21st! ;)

Had a hard time deciding what pictures to post, took almost an hour; NO JOKE. :X

First, would like to say, its really tiring to organize smth all on ur own; I wonder how do those event company do so well. :XX Especially when I get "pek chek" very easily. :X and I have to take every little single details into considerations. zZzzz.

SECONDLY, heheheh. Im so proud to say that I didn partyyyyy on the eve of my birthday as well! hohoho. Many was shocked and all thought I'll be dead gone on my birthday. lalala. Prove you guys wrong! :PP

okok, woke up early and head to Artica Hair Studio to get my hair done. ;) Thanks Artica Hair Studio for the lovely hair-do.

Kenny. Knew him when I was in sec 2! Met him during some course. But he needs to leave early cos of NS. damnnnnnit. Thanks for coming anyway! :))

My routine on that day, was to go up and down up and down, the suite and lobby to pick ppl up. :X also, went up and down several times to bring the food up. Half the time, wasnt in the room at all.

They didn allow outside catering, so we have to "Secretly" bring the food up. :X

Thanks Yizhe, Manli, Daniel, Dickson, Apple etc for the help. ^^

Opt for a pool table, so the guys can play while the girls, erm, hehe, gossip?

wanted something different, so didn really order cake, but cupcakes instead. :)

Princess theme.

Thanks Manli, Apple, Celine and Dickson for helping me set up the tier and cupcakes. :)

and it was 3 tier!

manli insisted me to wear the tiara. lol. so paiseh. hahah.

damn the person. :X I wanted a metal tier, booked a week in advance, and they told me it ran out of stock LAST MIN, and replaced it with a "paper tier".. wtf.

TADA, its done!

THANK GOD, it still looked ok; I suppose?

Peeekture Timeee! :)

mommy and bro.

Aunties.

Daddy.

Family members. :)

Yanrong.

Polymates, and Manli's family. :)

Ex neighbours.

photographers.

polymate.

Iris. :)

Francis.

MBS gave me a complimentary cake as well. Thank you! ;))

Many more which I didn upload, however, thanks for coming! :) Your presence is much appreciated!! :))

anddddd. the so called "After party", with only my closed ones. :))

apple.

cyndiana.Ariel.Joanna and Jojo Lai!

and Celine began to take my cam and camwhoreeeeeeeee. LOL.

Huiling came after work. :)

There was a so called mini surprise, but I dontttttt think its appropriate to posttttt anything bout it here. It shall remain "behind close door". hehehe. only those who are present at the very moment shall know. hehehe. :) it was memorable indeed though.

Alright. End of Chapter. lolol. :)

Really Appreciated those who came by, especially those who came after work, it was Comex rememberrrrrrrr? :) and and those who came down early to help out! You know who you are! Many hugs and kisses for you! xoxoxo.

Food For Thought

2011-09-22T23:35:00.003+08:00

Just got home from dinner with mommsy.

Was kinda irritated by her initially while deciding on the location, then again, I thought to myself, I really have to control my temper, "maintain" abit, especially when Im 21 alr. I cant always throw my "xiaojiepiqi" around. :x

Never really cherished moments with her when she's still staying w me, I can only depend on the 2-3 days per week that Im seeing her, to spend time with her, to know how shes doing etc. I ought to spend my time wisely isnt it? ;) Even though I kinda dislike it when she always show favouritism towards my brother, but then again, I do love that little brother of mine too! ;)

Life's pretty unpredictable; you'll never know whats happening the very next second. So, always cherish whatever moments you have with your loved ones; You will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes memory.

And before dinnner, manli wifey came and look for me! ^^ *thank you*muacks*

Psycho-ing me to go back to studies. :XX

hmmmmm, should I?

sneezing like nobody business... ARGHHHHHhhhhHhhhhhhh. zzzzzz. Hopefully I can have a goodnight sleep laterrrr! :/

LG Optimus Event - Harry Potter

2011-09-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

3rd Sept 2011

Worked for LG again, :) for the same, 3D phone. Previously was launches, now its some sort of a roadshow.

Hanged around Orchard, Ions area and "Create Awareness". heh!

Different segments. I was suppose to role play as "Hermione" from Harry Potter.

How is it? hahaha.

Think only the outfit look alike. The hair-do and all, totally fail. :x

Transport from events company to Ions. ;)

Shawn. :)

TADA. "Group" Peekture. heheh.

He's (the one in the middle, forgot his name. :x) a real magician! His role was to play magic and attract the crowd. ;) C.o.o.l. ;)

Believe only half of what you've seen and what you've heard.

2011-09-20T15:37:00.001+08:00

Thought about it, derived at a conclusion; "if he's mine, I can't lose him. If he's not mine, I don't want him".

Think, what's the point of having him by your side when he's only physically with you? I'd rather have someone whose heart is always w me no matter how "far" we're apart.

"it feels like more than distance between us" --> yeah, that's what I'm referring to. (California King Bed by Rihanna, love this song)

Imma really insecure person and I don't really have much confidence in myself honestly speaking.

But I've thought it through, what's yours will still be yours eventually and vice versa. I'm gonna take everything lightly. I guess I'll be much happier in this way;)

Comex Ps3 2011.

2011-09-19T17:11:00.005+08:00

1st & 2nd Sept 2011

Worked for Sony PS3 during this year's Comex (before my 21st on the 4th, YEA, hardworking I know), only for thurs and fri, and eexuan took over on the weekends. :)

Job scope; just to play PS3; awesumz shit. ;) best part is, we can wear pumps instead of heels/boots!! shiok max. ;)

Thanks Tracy for the job! :)))

camwhoring in the toilet before work commence.

*likes* hehehehe.

i look so "boy" here.

was so tempted to buy a set home. lol.

were busy playing on thurs, and guess what, we woke up with crampssss the next day. What a good way of exercising. hah!

cont. camwhoring.hahaha. loves the lighting. ^^

they call him the very ti2tie1 photographer. hahah. always buy food/drinks for us! :))

Sihan.

Yvonne as Lady Gaga. hahaha

Bendick ;)

and thanks Yvonne for the pretty collage;) Credits to the Iphone for the App. hahaha. :)

Gonna blog bout my 21st real soon, know has already been 2 weekssss, stay tuneee! ;)

Disappoint.

2011-09-17T00:26:00.001+08:00

How far can you go, for the person you love?

How sure are you, to not break the promise you've made?

Side note; will be at butterfact tml for an event. And marina sq for air asia again. :)

Little Surprises Here And There.

2011-09-16T00:00:00.005+08:00

Just came back from town with my lovelies :)

Done several stuff today, running errands for my mom, housework (YEAH!!) and of course, like what Im doing now, updating this tiny space here. :)

I really enjoy this kinda chilling session comparing to those heavy party nights. ;) thinking back, had been wasting my precious nights away huh? :/

refused to let me take a pic of him, thus, SO UNGLAM. too bad. :XXX

apple hunny! :)

these are the friends that Id never wanna lose, now that I know you read my blog, I wanna take this opportunity to thank you, for always being there for me. :) hearing me whine, complaining this and that. :x Well, I know its hard on you; with my irritating man-ly voice. kekeke. :) and definitely, you can rest assured, I'll always be that 8 numbers away whenever you need me; as and when you like. :) xoxo.

29.08.2011

Daddy's birthday dinner at MBS; early celebration though. :)

super like this pic. hehehehhe.^^

"QIAN BIAN FACE"

*slurps*

this is, OH! so-not-nice. :x

p/s. loves surprises every now and then! thanks! :)

AirAsia RoadShow

2011-09-13T01:50:00.004+08:00

Just, and I meant JUST, received a "prank call" from someoneeeee.

Well, it really did scare the hell out of me. Im not going into details. But it really does matter to me, I may not show but it really does.

27th-28th Aug

First time carrying the bubble thingy walking around.

Fun, couldnt really "balance" myself, hehehe.

eexuan & yvonne.

hehe, saw the Singtel crew, just happened that they are having a roadshow at PS on that day as well. :D

simulator again. Vroom Vroom Vrooooom....

seeing this, remind us that F1 is nearing again! Time really flies! another year past!

everything seemed so different from last year. *ok, shut the bullshit :x*

new fren new fren! Valerie! :))

A.C.T.C.U.T.E.

Anson really nv fail to make the peektures look so prettty. :))

The Launch Of Royal Room.

2011-09-13T00:46:00.003+08:00

Royal Room Launch

Used to be "stereolab" at Pan Pacific.

A lounge you shld go before any party starts. ;)

champagne showers ;)

the usual girls you'll see at RR/Filter ;)

Whats in your mind? I wanna know.

2011-09-06T00:00:00.001+08:00

I dislike changes. - Had Been repeating umpteen times.

But now instead, i fear the changes I've seen in you; becoming a total stranger that I couldnt decipher what's in your mind, what is it all about. Your actions couldn't explain what you said. All these mind fucking games are totally not what you'd play when I first knew you.

What happened?

I wish I knew.

Seeing you going to the wrong directions, to the wrong path is the last thing I'd wanna see/know.

You taught me the word - "secure" and "trust". Ironically, I don't see them in you anymore.

Painful?

2011-09-01T23:41:00.001+08:00

Just ended our first day of work at comex; Sony ps3 booth. ;)) seeing at the smiley already tells you how much I've enjoyed myself! :)) took loads of pictures. Shall share w you soon again. :)

If you really love someone, you'll go out of your way to make your relationship with them work.

You've fail to see that probably.

Work Work Work! :)

2011-08-31T15:47:00.004+08:00

Rush off for work the very next day after coming back from Hk. :)

imma hardworking I know ;))

First stop; Epic Centre Photoshoot. :D

my make up makes me look like Malay. heh!

tgt w Yvonne and Huiling. :)

Dylan. he looks like Elvin Ng from certain angle. lol.

and YQ! :)

eager to look at the pics when its out! hehehe.

entire crew:)

Next Stop,

Singtel Event again! :) this time round at Esplanade!

Javier, our in charge!

Rachel :)

Will be at Comex this thurs and fri for Sony Psp booth! :) if ya happen to pop by, do come and say Hi! :) kekeke.

Last 2 Days In Hk!

2011-08-31T14:59:00.007+08:00

4th Day in Hk, so "bu she de" to leave. :(

met Aunt for lunchie, tgt w her son, which is my "jiujiu".

Omg ya, he's only 11, but Ive to address him as "jiujiu"/uncle. lol.

scaryyyy. squid gives me rashesssssssss. :X

*slurps slurps*

took a bus back to aunt house. hehehe.. this is their bus interchange. under the tunnel. hah.

guardians as mannings. hmmmm.

home cooked food. YUMS.

LAST DAYYYY!

woke up for dunch and time to head to the airporttttttttttt.

wento their wet market to eat in their hawker centre.

even though its just maggie, but it taste really good. heeheh. like simple food like this!

and this is even more interesting!

"hidding" meat in french toast. hahah.

holiday strengthen one's r/s. its true. :)

HongKong Day 2 & 3.

2011-08-29T11:25:00.015+08:00

Day 2 - Ocean Park Today. :)

but of course, brunch firsttttttt. :)

never liked to rush myself here and there when holi, i mean, you come for a holi, whats there to rush right? :/ stressing yourself only. :x

yums.

abalone tart. I realized I dont like to mix sweet/sour/salty etc stuff tgt.

it's nice, but taste weird to me uh. :x

Sunny Day. Was praying hard not to get tanned. lolol.

Alot of ppl. China ppl i mean. :XX

The map of ocean park!

I rmb Ive been there before, when I was young. lol. vague memory.

love scenery view like this. :)) *peaceeee*

Not really into rides, just love walking around, sight seeing. :)

and so, headed for Dolphin Show! :))

FULL HOUSE. :/

hehehe, ultra cute.

and when the dolphins went for break, the sealion came out! hahaha.

but then, I still prefer dolphins. :x

was told that dolphins are the second smartest mammals, and now, Im wondering, whats the first? :x humans??

theres a storyline for their show.

wanted to take a video of their performance actually, but nah, too lazy. :/

hehehe, and she made fun of us when asking for directions.

HAHAHA, how stupid, shld never have asked a clown. LOLOLOL.

But ok lah, quite entertained. ^^

and then, cable carrrrr! :)

My initial thoughts were, "wa sian, cable car, cfm damn slow".

but no eh, the speed was ok. :D

cont hanging around for a while, but really couldnt stand the weather, especially the sun. :/

wento Stanley Waterfront after as it was quite near to Ocean Park. :)

Spanish Food For Dinner. :)

and now I know, it's *so not my kinda food* :X

sparkling wine.

*weird green* lobster soup. HAHAHAH.

waited more than half an hour for the main course. zzzz

Dessert Time!

This is one of HK's famous milk pudding.

But I spit out after putting into my mouth. :X

DISLIKE DAIRY PRODUCT, (but weird, i like yoghurt, ok whatever =.=)

hahaha, shld have known, since its MILK pudding. :x Oh well, I thought the milky taste wouldnt be so strong. :/

Day 3 - Shopping Around Alone! :)

was walking around randomly, looking for a place to fill my tummy.

and guess what, I actually wento this quite famous wanton noodle shop sehhhh (was told after that). hahahah. so luckyyyyyy. :D

I can finish one whole plate of veggie by myself hokayyyy!

and I walk walk walk, and walk to a wet market. LOLOL.

Shoooo interestingggg. :)

okay, look so "ghostly". but its a dessert shop :)

longan milky ice - smth like that.

special dessert indeed. you can actually feel the tiny bits of longan in the ice. I wonder how they make that. :s

and wento harbour city in the evening.

this is a ship that only requires solar energy. :) innovative.

beautiful scenery again. :)

sat there for hours. :)

If a person is meant to be in your life, all the open doors and windows in the world won't make them leave.

Losing The Strength To Breathe.

2011-08-29T11:08:00.002+08:00

Counting down, 5 more days to my 21st. Giving me sucha headache. :/ And this is the FIRST time Im not looking forward to my birthday. :/

This is the first time Im planning, organizing smth on my own. Quite fun lah, but when problems come in, its like a bitach. Zzz. And that reminded me, I haven confirm my cater yet. TMD. Haven even prepare the decorations, dress etc. Only venue and cake is confirmed. And to be exact, Im only left with 2 days to run all these errands cos I'll be working for COMEX. -.-|| *D.I.E*

I had a blast last year; with all my loved ones with me, (But sad to say, things changed. Things were completely different this time last year, everyone was different; so hard to believe.) Well, but I didnt blogged about it. Maybe I should, to do a comparison of this and last years'. What do you think?

Going home with countless of surprises. Never fail to lift up my mood, even in a
not-very-sober condition. One of the best I ever had.

I wonder how would this years' be.

I just wish everything to go smoothly though.

One more, another time ?

2011-08-27T02:22:00.001+08:00

No matter what happened, The last person you can give up on, is yourself.

There's no one you can depend on, except yourself. No one's gonna be there for you forever, except yourself. No one's gonna help you, except yourself.

So much I wanna say, so much I wanna change.

But..... ........

Regret. That's the only word I can say.

I'm glad I've manage to alter changes in my life, to the better, of course. But I believe there's much more adjustments to make. :)

P/s. Slow reflexes I have. Imy.

Uncertainty

2011-08-25T20:49:00.001+08:00

The higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down.

Sometimes I just wish my heart and mind speaks the same.

Will be at plaza sing during the weekends for air Asia roadshow. Hope to see you there. :)

HONG KONG DAY 1 :))

2011-08-23T16:14:00.005+08:00

HK Trip Day 1

hehe, finally went hk!! (realize have been going overseas quite recently for the past 2 months, HAaaa).

and this is the first time Im taking the flight alone! :)))

BUTTTT, when I reach hk, I realizedddd my auto roaming wasnt activated. *TMD* I couldn reach anyone!! Darn scary I tell you, and I couldnt speak Cantonese well!! :X language barrier. boo!

and the custom officers find fault w me!!!! they kept me back (when I asked them for directions), and checked this and that. They even asked me to show them my SG ID!! =.=

and finally when all is done, I took a train to the city! :)

they call it MTR over there. :) and thats their MTR station. :)

and when done with unloading everything, headed for dinner straight, wass soo hungryyyy.

couldnt wait to go their "cha chan teng". hehehe. *watch too much hk drama liao*

I swear, my mom can make this also!!!! lol. damn nice. hahaha.

couldnt get sick of eating this!.

wento shop around.

hehehe, its out in HK alr too! was doing a launch for them, rmb? :))

mini ice cream bus!

human jam. forever so crowded in HK.

love street side food as well.

this lady is so talented. :)

all the wordings ( Fu4) is all "written" in hand by POWDER.

and before going back, headed for herbal tea, down 2 cups straight. lol.

was kinda late when I reach hk, it was already 7 + pm already. couldnt do much. :/

Day 2 was awesome. Ocean Park!! Stay Tune! :D